Perfection x

location: Bedroom

mood: crazy

music: Céline Dion-changes

Hey xox
Oh my gosh,,,,,,,,, so so so happy!!!!
I had a meeting with my principle today and..................
Shes letting me come back to school...............As long as i go 2 my social worker + phy's and stuff so........

Anyway at least il get to see all my friends everyday again!!!!

Plus my fast is going really well today,,,,,,,,,,Score!!!!!

Love
~mw@h xox~
Cathy
xox

mood: scared

the angel i used to be was never covered in smears
the angel i used to be never cried these bloody tears
the angel i used to be never wanted to be dead
the angel i am is the only one to paint herself red

the angel i used to be was kind and understanding
the angel i used to be was never so demanding
the angel i used to be was never this mean
the angel i am is selfish and obscene

the angel i used to be was someone i knew
the angel i used to be was someone who grew
the angel i used to be was someone who could change
the angel i am is stuck in a cage

the angel i used to be had high self-esteem
the angel i used to be held on to her dreams
the angel i used to be was never so twisted
the angel i am cant help but be sadistic...................

xXx

mood: full

I hate my life so much
I just want to be thin
Or happy
Or even somewhere in between
I need..............
Oh i dont know what i need anymore!
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